I have AMAZING friends :)
it always helps to have those people who stick by you no matter what.. even if you dont understand why?? (believe me im still trying to understand what they see in me?)
but it cheers me up knowing these people are here and that i can trust them with my whole heart.. maybe i should eleborate :)
I have an awsum "daddy" he's done soo much for me yet he seems to want to help me even more.. im not used to being loved the way i love in a way it scares me but in a way i like knowing that in my worst state he'll be there for me till the end (he's made that clear alot lately) ^^ oops lol i guess i do have doubts about my friends not aring but its normal! isnt it?
I havent told you about my "mommy" yet.. well.. she's really pretty and talented as in the BE JEALOUS :D way lmao she'll disagree though but i really look up to her in so many ways.. i try to be there for here and hide my pain but somehow i think she knows im doing it and if not oops now she will lmao... But she's here for me everyday and always makes me smile and laugh even when my "daddy" cant! psh lol i love her alot she's one of my best friends even though i dont tell her that alot and another thing i dont tell her alot is how much she's changed my life....
My amazing sisters but ill get to them in the next post because my kitten has poo'd all over me and smells like zhade's dirty diapers.. EEEUWW!!!!!!! lmao
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